04-03-2008, 05:04 AM
Just wondering how all of you are doing and whatcha guys are up to. I feel kinda disconnected from y'all:(
For me:
I'm still going out with Kaitlin AKA manface. Its up to 2 years and four
months now. Currently don't want to be with her TBH but am putting up with it because shes obsessive and crazy.
I'm still playing WoW. Level 70 rogue still and just started raiding BT with
the patch that took away the attunment req.:D
This weekend I'm singing Mozart's Requiem with ~200 other kids, a professional orchestra, and professional soloists. Should be pretty sick.
I joined another online gaming community a couple months ago called AGN. They're good people and fun to play games with. I met them through their WoW branch in the community when they all still played WoW.
The Agency Gaming Network
Also-WTB college, kthx
So what you all doin?
EDIT-
This quote from AGN pretty much sums up my relationship with kaitlin:
For me:
I'm still going out with Kaitlin AKA manface. Its up to 2 years and four
months now. Currently don't want to be with her TBH but am putting up with it because shes obsessive and crazy.
I'm still playing WoW. Level 70 rogue still and just started raiding BT with
the patch that took away the attunment req.:D
This weekend I'm singing Mozart's Requiem with ~200 other kids, a professional orchestra, and professional soloists. Should be pretty sick.
I joined another online gaming community a couple months ago called AGN. They're good people and fun to play games with. I met them through their WoW branch in the community when they all still played WoW.
The Agency Gaming Network
Also-WTB college, kthx
So what you all doin?
EDIT-
This quote from AGN pretty much sums up my relationship with kaitlin:
Quote:Ive had a girlfriend for a little more than two years. (I know some of you right now are like WTF? How could this prick hold a relationship?) My experience with her has been extremely varied. She is my first girl that I've ever been in contact with practically. A lot of my firsts were with her. Things were pretty much okay for the first year. Maybe because it was still fresh to me but whatever.
ANYWAYS, I basically have come to the realization in the past year or so that she is absolutely obsessed with me. This is not a good thing. She has a very small amount of friends. The ones she has, she doesn't even hang out with them. All she has is me. This makes it very hard for me who has friends to do stuff with said friends. She wants to be with me at all times and wants me to on the phone all the fucking time. So every time when I am about to go out or something with my friends she always finds a way to get really pissed/upset. It then ends up that I talk to her for like half an hour while I waste my friends time. It sometimes gets really bad. I've been known to be on the phone with her for almost 2 hours or more. This is a very big problem in our relationship. I feel like I am constantly smothered or suffocated by her and can't get any room for myself.
Aside from that, she is also very controlling. She doesn't want me to do anything illegal or do any drugs/drink. She is unreasonable in her fear that I will get arrested/die. I still do all of these things regardless which admittedly is not good, but I can't let her just control every aspect of my life. Sure I know you have to make sacrifices to be in a relationship but it seems like thats ALL I DO. I should break up with her. She can be very mean and downright nasty. Here lies the problem.
I attempted to put pressure on breaking up or (taking a break) and simply mentioned that we have been fighting so much that I thought we both needed a little space. Her response was going into hysteria, weeping, screaming, begging me to stay with her, and her saying she would do anything to stay with me. All of that from the simple mention of the concept of breaking up. I have come to the conclusion that I cannot break up with her because I feel it would destroy her. Basically now I'm hoping that things change or she breaks up with me. Call me whipped or what you want but I still care about her enough to not ruin her. I know, fucked up.